2.04.2005 |  it's not hard to fall when you float like a cannonball

posted by Jon
23:58 | SAY SOMETHING |



I'm not the kind of guy who likes to wear his emotions on his sleeve. I'll talk about things if people want to talk about things, but I don't usually offer up details about how I feel at any given point in time (unless I know you well). It's easy, though, to say things here that I might not just open up with in person. I guess things like this tend to be mood-killers, and most of my friends have enough of their own problems to worry about, so I choose most of the time to not burden them with mine.

A moment ago, I hadn't planned on even posting anything, but then a Damien Rice song came on and there I go again feeling crummy. There are lots of reasons why, and some I won't go into, but the biggest one is probably one that most guys (and girls) deal with at one point or another - loneliness. Maybe it has something to do with the empty house I just came home to. I know it has a lot to do with my lack of trust in God. So before I go off and cheese you out with the typical cliched sentences about how much it hurts to be lonely, I'll just wrap it up with this thought: I need Christ more than ever right now.